Monday, October 26, 2009

A distant memory now lost..

I can't seem to remember anyting anymore..
There was this faint image of someone that appeared in my thoughts randomly now and then but I can't even remember her name.. Only blurry memories of us together, something beautiful but at the same time sad. Each time she smiles, tears start to fall for unknown reason.. This nostalgic feeling trying to lead somewhere and each time i follow that feeling, I seem to get more questions than answers.

I've even started to dream alot in my sleep. And every dream is about her. How we were sitting in the sunflower fields, having a sweet conversation and telling each other about our lives , just enjoying the time we share together. But every dream seems to turn into a nightmare whereby the more happier and merrier moments we spent together, the more sadder we become..

On one occasion, I remembered her telling me " The more you love someone, the more sadder it would be when she's gone.." but never got what it really means..
Who is she, I cant even remember her name.. All i know that she would come for me in times of sadness and just comfort me..

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